How I Wish

how I wish
that i'm strong enough
to walk through the world without sorrow

how I wish
i'm patient enough
to stay strong in this battle

how I wish
i'm brave enough
to fight with the evil ones

how I wish
my heart is as hard as a rock
so that when I hit rock bottom
it doesn't crack and vanishes like sands on the beach

I may look strong
I may look brave
I may look like I don't care a bit about the world

but in fact

I'm just human
I have feelings
I do care
I do feel
I sometimes cry in my sleep
because I can't rely to anyone
to be me and stand tall



but still

thanks for asking
even if it didn't do much
but it felt good



thanks.