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Sunday, May 13, 2018

Happy mother's day

Hi guys. Do u enjoy the holidays? I sure did. We didn't do much. Just the usual and i get to sleep in till 9am. That is an achievement. Hahaha

Anyway, yesterday Nia handed me my old phone which had been broken by the way, she said the phone had suddenly lit up. It had previously been soaked in the rain(we fill up the day by playing in the rain..yay). Anyway i said ok and i let it dry. Didn't think much of it coz the phone screen is always on and off by itself. So usually i turned the phone off.

Later after that i turn on the phone and it stays on. I found a lot of pictures that i didn't get to transfer to my pc. There's a couple of pictures that had been shared by my sister. It was the time when we hit rock bottom. I never told this to u guys because the thing that happen was very emotional and we don't know what the outcome is.




It was on 2016.




It was a couple of months after Al's accident.




My mom got sick.

It started with the usual fever and cough.

One week...then two weeks...then she get better but a week later she fell sick again. She felt a lump on her neck which really scares us but we didn't say that to her. Becoz we really don't want to scare her as we also don't know what it is.

In that time, we had sent her to the clinic then to the hospital. They couldn't figure out what's wrong with my mum.

Then it proceeded to checkups, scans, monogram. They give assumptions which is not very clear. And the word 'C' appears.

When my elder sister texted me her conversations with my mum, I cried with Al. My sister, being the eldest, my mum will always tells her first. And she tries her hardest to console my mum when actually she's also heart broken. I know because we cried together (we discussed a lot as we're the nearest to my mum).

It was a very tough time for my family. I don't even want to meet people. Because it is hard to talk when ur mind is somewhere else.



That was 2 years ago. My mum had her last checkup last year. She feels so much better now. The lump is still there and it turns out to be benign. so it doesn't effect my mum's health whatsoever.

But looking at the picture, it does make me realise that my mum won't always be there by my side. There will come a day when she isn't gonna be there anymore. And when the time comes....i don't even how i'm gonna cope with that.


I love u mum
You're the pillar of my strengh
The one person that i can turn to
Thank you mom for taking care of me when i'm little
Taking care of my children when i needed
Helped me when i'm weak
I can't thank u enough

Happy mother's day mum!!!


Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Permulaan baru

hai korangs...

lama rasa nya aku x update dalam bm. rasa pelik lak taip ni. hehehe gedikss macam omputih lakss *muntah hijau

anyway, dah lebih kurang seminggu kitorg duduk rumah baru. so far ok la. sebelum ni aku kena keluar awal sbb rumah dekat dengan ofis tapi jauh dari sekolah anak kan. sekarang siap2 je 5 minit dah sampai sekolah anak pastu terus gi keje. memang best la. cuma tula masa rehat xleh balik rumah. slalu tu aku breakfast pun kat rumah. masa lunch siap tido lagi. sekarang dah x boleh. kalau nak pun kena agak2 masa la. kalau x confirm sampai ofis lambat.

so kirakan semua barang memang kitorg dah punggah habis la. barang yg aku x pernah nampak pun tetiba je muncul. (- -!!)

barang Al la tu yg banyak sangat. dahla rumah baru ni xde stor. so semua barang letak kat luar je. aku malas nak fikir. biar die yg fikir. sape suruh barang banyak sangat. barang2 dapur, rumah n barang2 aku semua dah berkemas. ada la beberapa yg aku nak let go dan nak buang. ada gak barang orang lain yg menumpang (barang sape la tu)* tangan di dada mata ke atas..

yela aku kan kemas rumah lama mak gak. jadi ada la barang sape2 tah aku main amik je. nak terus buang kang barang org. so kita amik je dulu, kemudian baru cek. jadi minggu depan memang akan di edarkan kepada tuan nya. adik-beradik aku sila maklum ye. ada 3 kotak ni.....

em apa lagi nak update ek?

hmm...keje macam biasa la. event tu ok la. YB datang rasmikan. tapi cam biasa org belakang tabir duduk kat belakang je. x amik gambar pun. so sekarang nak kena kejar keje2 yg bertangguh la. lagi apa ek?

owh si Ari sekarang ni xtau la sejak bila dah pandai nak hensem2. rambut sikat tepi. sikit2 masuk bilik aku pastu sikat rambut. (bilik die xde cermin) ada sekali tu aku geram sangat. aku gonyoh2 rambut die. eh terus menangis ko. pastu cepat2 sikat balik. ni ikut perangai sape la ni....hahaha

alhamdulillah semua hal rumah dah setel. bil rumah lama dah potong, kunci pun dah serah. so lepas ni nak tumpukan hal adik aku. pasal apa?








                                    DIA NAK KAWIN!!!








yes tetiba je kan. eh xde la tetiba sbb memang die plan nak kawin tahun ni tapi bukan la seawal ni. hish x menyabor budak nih. macam aku je....hahahaha

so sekarang memang tengah uruskan macam2. bukan aku, die la yg bz. aku menyelit je. owh minggu depan nak kena kemas rumah mak lak. aku ni keje nye mengemas jela. ha...ha...ha....









Sunday, March 25, 2018

Suprise besday

Hai uolsss...

cm biasa la aku is bz ya amat. lagi2 sekarang budak2 dah skola so slalu tu balik rumah memang lepak sesangat. plus beban keje aku bertambah sbb pegawai atasan aku xde. kan aku penah cakap yg bos aku kena transfer bahagian lain. ye, tempat die masih xde pengganti. aku pun x paham la diorg punye sistem pengurusan ni camne. suruh org tukar tapi pengganti nye xde. tu yg aku asik stress je pasal keje. eh terbebel kat korang lak. sori

anyway, nak cakap ni yg iolss dah meningkat usia!!

tapi nape aku rasa biasa je ek? hmmm....

ok2 balik pada cerita kita..

sebelum ni aku ada cakap kan yg kitorg nak pindah rumah. so memang dah plan la nak pindah tu ari ahad masa cuti sekolah. Nia dgn Ari aku dah hantar balik kg. aku pun dah siap amik cuti dah. tetiba ari sabtu tu aku dah mula rasa x sedap badan. pagi ahad tu terus demam dan membawak ke ari isnin. jadi masa angkat barang tu memang aku x tolong langsung la. nasib baik kawan Al ramai yg tolong. hehehe

masa isnin tu Al ajak aku dinner besday. besday aku ari selasa tapi sambut awal sbb esoknya die dah nak gerak gi konvoi. ye husband iolss ni memang aktif berkonvoi. aku jela yg xde hobi. anyway, dah lama x gi dating tengok wayang. rasa cam best lak pegang2 tangan. so sweet....tapi cerita romantik xde so tengok cerita KL Special Force. ok la cerita tu. banyak aksi. Al suka la. aku kan x suka keganasan. aku suka yg comel2 sweet2 je. hahaha *muntah hijau

so ari selasa tu aku gi keje cam biasa. tapi ada rasa pelik jugak la sbb xde hadiah. Al memang suka bagi hadiah x pun suprise ke. tapi aku fikir sbb semalam dah dinner + movie kan. so xde hadiah pun xpe.

skali masa aku baru balik lunch tetiba je makcik die tegur aku. dah la datang ofis aku bawak bunga, siap pakej dengan belon dan kek lagi. satu ofis la nampak. masa tu muka aku memang merah giler. suka tapi malu eh semua la. bengang pun ye.






bunga nya dah layu baru nak buat entry. hehehehe






Dah lama x sambut besday dgn ofismate. Rasa muda sekejap. Hehehe.....


Al ni suka sangat buat camni tau. Rasa nak cium2 je. Hehehe... ingatkan hadiah tahun lepas dah cukup power dah. Tahun ni die up lagi. Tahun depan xtau la apa plak. Jangan x bagi apa2 sudah. Kang ada yg merajuk lari ke Sudan kang. Eh


Happy besday to me
Thank u my husband.
You're the best husband one can ever have




Thursday, March 15, 2018

Random ramblings and life update

hi there!

how long has it been? a month already? gosh

so i'll be posting once a month i think. hahaha
that's just an excuse D. duhh

anyway, i've been a little busy with the upcoming event so i've been so stressful and tired all the time that i don't have any energy left. when i came home, i just want to laze around and do nothing. at one point the stress got to me and i feel like crying but the tears are not coming out. i don't even know that crying needs so much energy?? but at last i did cry myself to sleep.

hopefully the event is successful so there won't be anymore sudden urgent work. sometimes i feel that i work more than my job scope. so much that i think it's the same workload as my superior which i think is not good. coz they are the ones that are getting more pay than me. Al said that i don't need to do more work than what i'm suppose to but if i don't, am i ignoring my superior's orders?

work issues aside, our family is doing great. the kids are the same as usual. bickering and fighting about the smallest things. Ari went to his kindergarten a little bit late today because he woke up late and someone forgot to send him (not me!). he can just skip school but thinking that today is his last day before the school holiday so i thought why not just go. better late than never. (tiger mama mode on. hehehe)

so when i send him there, i told the teacher what happen and apparently his other teacher had just went to our house to send his holiday homework. (the teacher and i, we always see eye to eye. can't just let him enjoy the holidays without any homework. hahaha) anyway, i was shocked to see that Ari was a favorite among the students there. they are calling him name as soon as he got out of the car. i thought he didn't like school coz he's always waking up late but i'm wrong. so maybe he just don't like getting ready to school. (. .'')

on another note,

this week i really need to pack all of our stuff coz we are moving!!!

yes, finally after nearly two years since the day i sign the papers for our beloved house we are moving in. there is still so much to be done. the back door need to be replaced, the pipes need to be check, and other stuff to be settled but we really can't postpone the date any longer. so hopefully i can quickly pack all of our stuff. two more days to go. wish me luck.


moving to a rent house and own house is a very different feeling.
i feel like its a big accomplishment.
i deserve a pat on the back.
Good job D. =))



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